I don’t know anything.
Hello! I am not making this a regular thing. But you know what I am doing what I can and I am proud enough of that. It has been a pretty brutal last two weeks like everything was going wrong and so many bad things happened. When it rains it pours or kicking the horse when its down or whatever they say.
I am slowly realizing I don’t know anything and I feel like regardless of my entirely good and pure intentions and efforts, I know nothings and its all gunna be a shitshow anyways. I don’t really know what I am writing about or why but I figured I might as well write something because after all this blog is just me and no one is reading it. So I can say whatever I want and divulge all my dark secrets and it doesn’t matter. And when everything feels hard, this feels super easy. And oddly more freeing that just journaling. I don’t know if its the impending threat that technically this is public and someone could find it. It just feels good when not a lot else is right now. 26 is not for the weak and I don’t recommend it at all lol I feel like 27 will also probably suck so just go ahead and skip to 28 if you have a choice. That sounds like a cute age. Very girlie and fun.
Anyways, I am going to end this with some random notes and some things I am learning in the chaos and then the customary pictures of random bird and things that have been in my life since last time.
At the end of the day, it is always going to be your sister who is there for you. So don’t forget about her in the good moments too. Remember the little things she tells you and ask about them later.
Being a human is hard and no one is doing it well. Be gentle and patient with others, but never more than you are with yourself.
Doctors suck and they don’t always know everything. Trust yourself and your body.
I am reading The Summer I Turned Pretty and I love it. Audiobooks rock.
I am getting better at doing my own nails and I’m still learning and it takes me a while to finish a set, but I feel so proud of myself and I love having this new skill. Plus it feels good to have fun nails and be saving so much money on it.
I want a cat so bad. I think they are good pets to have in your 20s.
I watched Garden State (the movie with Natalie Portman and Zach Braff)… LIFE CHANGING. Loved it with my whole heart lol
Latest nail set and by far my best from a technical standpoint. plus who doesn’t love polkadots. LOVE LOVE LOVE
Set before…. Not as good but still cute. Also it accidentally matched my tamagotchi and I love that for me. Also surprise I am a full time parent now.
A lot of family time recently. We even went on a trip to San Fransisco together earlier this month. This is my sister’s cat Jenny. <3
Work has been so brutal… BUT my boss and coworkers and stuff all went out for drinks and it was super fun! This is my pre-pee mirror selfie.
Photobooth pictures from when my family went to San Fransisco. My siblings and I had an afternoon to explore and I just love them so much.
